Happiness ? Where are you . Where have you been ?

Did you ever feel that you don't belong in this world ?

Anything that you do seems not right .

Everything is a mess .

But you never mean it and want any of it and it happens .

This picture is taken in the middle of this year (June).

What more to say when you are in a big trouble , there is NO ONE be there for you by your side to make you feel alive even for a second . I  just need a friend . A true friend who understand and who accept me for who I am . I am not perfect like someone else . I have lots of dis-perfection in me .

I don't like friends who are only be with us only when we are okay . When we are not , they will vanish their selves just like "Chipsmore" being eaten by a cookie monster . Wtf ! There are rubbish of them out there . Damn .

*Sigh*

Sometimes I keep on wondering why my life is so miserable than other people . 

I just want to feel Happy again . Love . And anything that makes me Happy in my life . Enjoying life ... Hmm ...

Why can't I ?

Slowly I feel that my life is getting so damn hard and tough .

As I grow old I've made so much mistakes in life .

Mistakes that I never want to . 

Why life must be so HARD ?

Questions . Questions . Questions !!! Keep popping out from my mind that I myself couldn't answer it . 

But , no matter what .

I will try my very best to think positive .

Maybe , there is a reason why does this happen to me . 

Patience .

Maybe what Albert Einstein says is true . Hahaha . Let's see . :)