In so much Pain & having so mixed up feelings .

For now , I just don't know what to say . 

Life getting harder as I grow older .

Got so many problems now .

So stress .

*Sigh*

All I can do is nothing other than just following the flow .

I don't ask for trouble .

I NEVER want it .

But , things happen .

:'(

I will be off from anything for now . I just need time and space to breath . 

Meet Bom Bom . :)

Hey guys , meet my friend Bom bom . That's his 'manja' name given by me and he call me bam bam. He's the first one who made up all of the ideas for our names . Such a funny name . But , it's okay . I kinda like it . :p

I miss him alot . I'm so sad didn't get a chance to see him before he went back to his hometown (Sarikei). Well , maybe next time we will meet again . Hope to see him again . God bless him and his family . :)

Trespassers William - Vapour Trail ( Love this song. )

First you look so strong

Then you fade away

The sun will blind my eyes

I love you anyway 

First you fight your smile

I loved you for a while

You are a vapour trail

In a deep blue sky 

Tremble with a sigh

Glitter in your eye

You seem to come and go

I never seem to know 

And all my time

Is yours as much as mine

We never have enough

Time to show our love

I make my new Blog

Why ? 

It's because my old ones were so hard to manage .

So, I made a new one .
Well , forget about that .
Let's begin a new one . New book . New journey . :)

Today , I really miss my parents .

 Especially my mummy .

I miss her so so much ! 

It's been 4 days they are not at home .

So lonely . :'(

I miss both of them . :(




My favourite song for today is Vapour Trail By Trespassers William .
It's a sad song . But , I like it . It suits my feelings for today .